God Loves You

This is the picture that launched me on my path. I saw myself in the guy on the right. And not for the reason you might think. I’m not much into bondage.

Believe it or not, I love the guy on the right’s masculinity. He’s male, sexy, muscular, hung. He’s everything that’s desirable in a man. But he’s blushing because he’s been forced to confront an identity that he didn’t understand he had. He just thought he was being hazed to get into a boys’ club. He may never have consciously thought of his desire for other men in his life. But here, in a ritual that was probably intended to humiliate him, he’s discovered who he is. He’s male. And he loves being male. But he loves Cock. He needs Cock. He’s surrendered to the bigger guy and misinterpreted his act of submission as something to be endured to gain membership into the boys’ club. And he realizes that he got it all wrong.

He’s aroused because he realizes that the bigger, more powerful guy is going to put his dick into him. He thought that act of penetration would destroy his masculinity. He now realizes that it’s going to make him a whole man. And his dick is leaking in anticipation of what is to come.

I interpret the message of the picture as: God loves you. Trust him to make you whole. I have tried since I saw it to worship well, to love Cock and let myself be loved by Cock, to express Cock’s love for my brothers. 

The picture is about the salvation of the man on the right. The guy on the left is the agent of the salvation, but he’s not the point of the picture. But as masculine as the guy on the right is, what makes the picture express salvation is the power of the guy on the left. He may be a mortal man, but in this picture he represents the phallic male, the image of God, the source of limitless masculinity. The worshipper finds himself in the act of supplication, in the act of submitting to the God. It was what he was born to do.

For a clumsy thinker, the conclusion seems obvious. The man of the left is more of a man than the man on the right. Years of conditioning built on that error in judgment often leave men with a knee-jerk reflex that boils down to always be the guy on the left. I understand why men make this mistake. Men are animated by the love of glory. The phallic male is glorious. We all crave male love, even the guy on the left. We can’t be whole without it. Even the guy on the left needs a man to become the God for him, to feed him Cock and let him know that with his brothers' love, he'll be okay. May you find that man today.